p. 25,
June 17, 1861
The
sewing society was organized for making clothing for volunteers. A number of ladies were there, and they [ ] to work with
hearty good will. A number of tents were commenced but I do not believe any were finished.
p. 27
June 18
A busy day. Several ladies and myself staid at Mrs.
Price's, and basted for her machine, and these we sent to the court-house where the other ladies were assembled. Some
of the ladies are about as patriotic as the men. Mrs. Sharp, an old lady of 72 [?] years, wished St.
Louis might be laid in ashes if it offered any resistance to secession, said she had fitted out companies for five
"wars," and wished she had 40 sons for the Southern Confederacy.
June 19
To
day even more busy than before, but the tents here almost finished. A lady told me that a collection of arms and stores at
Nashville Tenn had been fired and consumed.
p. 26
June 20
Too unwell to assist at the tent making. I hear they were all finished off. The next will be the uniforms
for the volunteers. great Job.
June 21
Suffered severely with the headache.
But in the evening went out to call, and heard the ladies in town were making a flag for the Shropshire's company. Miss Julia Jinks is to present it.
p. 28
June
25 Miss Julia Jinks presented a banner to Mr. Shropshires Company. The yard was full, and much enthusiasm expressed.
June 26 [companies left for San Marcos to drill]
[At
Rutersville, Texas, where she is believed to be the principal of Rutersville Female College.]
p. 41
July 16, 1861
The effects of the blockade begins
to be felt in the prices of many of the necessities of life. Coffee has risen, and all begin to talk of doing without. This
gentleman who is a candidate for the legislature, says, as did another candidate who stayed here yesterday, that Galveston
by at least one half the population would sustain, at least not oppose the U.S.-that he thought the country people had better
look to it. Gen. Van Dorn is on his way down, and it is probable [p.42] martial law will be proclaimed. At least the test
oath administered. He says the same state of things exist in Austin, San Antonio and other towns. But thinks the country people
are true. He was so severe in his remarks on Northern character that I very foolishly became angry, A very foolish thing in
these times when all, both North and South seem laboring under a kind of frenzy-Yet it is hard to listen quietly at so many
bitter [ ] remarks.
p. 46
July 25
I
have heard and seen so many strange things that scarcely any thing would surprise me, and few of the great items are worthy
of credit-that is, I am surprised at nothing, and believe nothing. This is such a strange world. Every heart has its own history,
and every roof covers its own romance. Stranger things pass before us, in the daily common
walks of life, than are written by the novelist or sung by the poet.
p. 47
July.
27
No more news-And as a consequence I am losing what interest I had. Then what information
we receive is so unreliable. But I feel that events are with God, and will endeavor to be satisfied. Let them terminate as
they will.But weak woman as I am, all unused [to] calculating political chances, I can but think the termination of this different
from what many of the sanguine predict.
p. 49
July 30
Tried my hand at Housekeeping. It is enough to put one out of the notion of matrimony if ever entertained.
p. 49
July 30
...in
reference to the above which he seemed to consider authentic but to the frenzy which suddenly seizing on the whole people
has seemed to render them incapable of sober thoughts and expression. An example too fearfully contagious,- -so all have [
] to ask for cool Judgment, and say "Lord enable me to keep a patch over my lips."
p. 53
Sept. 3
[still at Rutersville, started with one pupil, now
up to 5 boarders]
p. 57
Sept. 19
Coffee
is becoming a scarce article. [hard to read, but Mrs. L____ proposed to get up a supply of ___ and blankets for the soldiers]
p. 61
Sept. 26
The
usual quiet of study hour, was disturbed this morning by the sight of soldiers probably designed for our Western frontier.
The sight was too much for the patriotism of the girls, and all had to go to the door and take a look, at their brave defenders.
p. 61
I noticed Mrs. Harell, looked unusually good natured as I
came in. "I have just found I can make two pairs of pants," said she, "for the soldiers."
p. 65
October 2
Some excitement has prevailed here in consequence of a general belief that Galveston is soon to be attacked.
[ ] companies are being made up here, and have already gone from adjoining counties for its defense. Every day the smiles
of my pupils and looks of admiration, cause me to look around, when a company of soldiers is passing.
p. 71
October 13
A part of a company bound for Arizona
passed through yesterday-looking cheerful in their red shirts.-A costume calculated to give them a wild picturesque look.
Visited a friend yesterday whose husband starts tomorrow for Galveston. She says the war never seemed so near. Before
it was a great trouble at a distance, now it had entered her own house.
p. 73
October
13
Texas is manufacturing firearms on a small scale at San Antonio, and
is supplying herself with salt.
Coffee and flour will probably not be so plenty as heretofore, but corn and beef
are amply sufficient to supply the state. A very good article of flour is manufactured in Texas
now, but the prices were raised, and the land carriage is tedious.
p. 76
October
18
Time has passed so quietly. We hear nothing new from the seat of war. But it is
the sole topic of conversation, at least the getting up of clothing for the soldiers, is to an extent tiresome.
The
School girls are working intently at their socks, and it is hard to see which is the stronger, intense patriotism, or enthusiasm
in a new employment; combined they furnish a strong motive.
p. 78
October
21
The ladies in La Grange meet tomorrow, more effectually to combine their efforts
in supply in the soldiers with clothing, knitting soldiers' socks has become quite the rage, and such a demand has been
made on the knitting needles, that it is difficult to procure a pair.
The long deserted spinning wheels are called
in requisition, and even the sound of a loom is heard, as prices raise on apparel.
p. 79
Oct 21
The citizens of Gonzales county held a meeting passing
resolutions, recommending the exportation of goods, cotton to Mexico to be repaid in arms,
and needful commodities. Those of Washington passed a vote of censure for the same.
p. 80
Oct 25
A friend mentioned a little incident occurring at Houston. Three
gentlemen made their appearance at that place, on their way to Europe through Mexico. Some
thing awakened suspicion in their appearance of one of the company, when it was ascertained [?] to be a woman in disguise,
who was arrested, but showing authority from Gov. Moore of Louis', She was liberated. It seems she has been in the habit
of travelling in that garb, having accompanied her husband on an expedition to Central America,
that she adopted the dress from convenience. Their object was to purchase arms for the confederate states, and as further
proof she showed bills of exchange, to the amount of $250,000. She is said to be six foot one inch, and looked like a great
boy-It turned out they wished her "God speed"-
p. 84
Nov.
4
The ladies' society seem to gather up a great deal for the soldiers.
p. 85
Nov. 6
A new pupil came in yesterday,
increasing my school. I have 19-better than any prophesies. That number if I can get any pay will make me independent. Nothing
could be more unpleasant without actual calamity, than to be compelled to remain here, and unable to employ my mind, so to
be so situated, as to feel my ability to take care of myself. But one who observes the motions of Providence is often surprised
to see how all things work together for good.
Through the whole of this excitement, I have been sheltered in a
great measure from remarks. I could not have borne, and pleased, where the fury of angry words did not strike one, and kept
from eating the bread of friendship, which how pleasant under some circumstances, would be bitter dependance now. And is a
path I had not sought out.
p. 87
Nov. 11
Some of the school girls coming home from the concert mentioned at the supper table the death of a young
officer who went from here, and with whom I was very slightly acquainted. They reported his death as taking place suddenly
from illness. A very beautiful girl, whom he was affianced, sat opposite me, and heard the conversation. A deadly pallor spread
over her face, and she soon quietly arose as she left the table. I had never heard her mention his name, and knew nothing
but idle rumors before. How many broken hearts this war will make, but better a thousand times better to lose a friend by
death, than to lose them as friends are often lost, by the worldly passions which will at times divide living hearts, and
leave them as mountains separated by torrents.
p. 88
Nov. 12
There has been a vacant place at the table since supper last night. I hear ____ is sick-All bodily disease
is slight in comparison to that malady...
The pupils belonging to my own school in La Grange gave a concert and
tableaux, Friday. I hear the proceeds amounted to $68.00 [?], to be appropriated to the Texas Military hospital.
p. 88
Nov. 13
Not having such enthusiasm as
my neighbors my socks are not finished, and the box will soon be sent off. Others make up for me, in zeal and industry. They
may not be wanted, if the change in the Northern cabinet betokens peace.
p. 98
Nov.
30
How unpleasant dependence would be now-on those however dear, who hate the land
of my birth, my friends, and I hold dear. Then too, I might have been forced to submit to insults and covert sneers, undisguised
sarcasms, easy for many to give, but hard to bear. Instead of this, I am for the present independent, sheltered from the strife
of tongues, surrounded with comfort, with unusual health, & with many, who I believe to be sincere friends-
I
cannot hear from home, it is true, but I have every reason to believe they are well whom I have any interest in. Many around
me are bereaved. Every mail brings intelligence of death among the volunteers. Typhoid, measles, & pneumonia, carrying
off daily their numbers. Thus the rust of the sword destroys more than the edge. 6 have died from Strobel's company already,
and it has been gone but 3 months.
[p. 99]
Many here are sending their
cotton to Mexico. I hear of loads taking that direction. I hope we shall receive money in return. An article now scarcely
mentioned in a trade. It is amusing to notice into what extravagances, passion leads even the cultivated intellect. It is
grossly asserted here by a gentleman of pretentions [sic] to science that, the North and South contained two distinct races.
I do not know whether he thinks them the descendants of two distinct creations or not. but he considers amalgamation between
them almost impossibility.
p. 100
Dec 1
Monday Mrs. F___ came out looking so much better-Joy
is such a beautifier. She laughed and talked as she used to do.
p. 109
Dec
21st
Went to La G[range] as I had a weeks vacation on account of
the Christmas holydays
22d
Sunday.
I had hoped to go to church, but one of my terrible headaches, and company frustrated. This terrible Sunday visiting. If it
only could be stopped.
25
Christmas day. [news of Terry' Texas Ranger
fight near Bowling Green, and death of Terry and others] I have been waiting in intense anxiety
to know the result-whether any I know are among the number.
Some of those unfortunate ladies whose husbands were
taken on the Royal Yacht, are boarding [ ]. The fate of their husbands shrouded in mystery.
They begged Gen. Hebert to allow them to put out a boat at their own risk to enquire of the Federal commander of the fleet,
whether they were dead or alive. A request he thought proper to deny.
p. 111
Dec
31st
The last of the old year. 7 years ago I made my first visit across the Colorado.
Since then what changes. Death has been busy. [p.112] I was aroused this morning by the girls, with their "Happy New
Year"-They were down before light, to get a gift from me. ... The air is soft and mild. We have no fire, And are walking
out bare headed.